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January 2008
4 entries this month
2169 total entries
Honor: 2,536 [ Give / Take ]
05:14:09 - Jan 27 2008
Times Read: 477
"The Green Mile", "The Magdalene Sisters" and "A Beautiful Mind"
Three movies i can watch over and over again, and still be moved, saddenned and inspired by every time i watch them.
"They kill them with their love, that's how it is everyday all over the world."
"Why did you try to kill yourself?"
"Jesus that's a stupid question to ask in a place like this..."
"You are the reason i am here today. You....are all my reasons."
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07:35:48 - Jan 25 2008
Times Read: 485
It was basically one long dream seperated into 3 different parts....
Part one
At first, i was at a house party. It was at a friends house, and i wasnt really at the party so much as i was viewing it. Terry had bought a WHOLE bunch of raw meat ( which apparently means there are going to be a lot of obstacles in my path of my most recent decision.) He got angry at everyone for not bring anything to the party. He unloaded it all as my "ghost" self sat on the couch watching him. I got up to walk outside as he carted everything off and an ice Cream truck arrive and dumped a whole bunch of popsicles on the lawn...I saw Sean and danny and other people in the yard not really caring that a whole bunch of ice cream had been dropped onto the grass.
Part Two
At this point the house turned into my old one on Cedar Hedge Rise and there was a party going on. There was somethign that wasn't right the whole dream had a gloomy oversat sky. People started ...changing. It was like they deteriorated and were being tempted by an outside influence. they dried up and became decrepid. Desease ridden it seemed. So they all started dissappearing. Even animals were effected...One vivid image i have in my mind is of a little dog that had shrivelled up and was curled up next to a healthier looking dog.
I hid in the living room as a van full of these changed individuals showed up... a lil girl bought her dead dog to the window and peered in to try and see if anyone was in there..she saw my reflection in the TV but said nothing...
Apparently me being back at a childhood home, and seeing a young girl in your dream means you are trying to rekindle a trait you had as a child that you feel you are forgetting but need at this moment in tme during your life.
i then realised she had taken mischeif, so i ran and jumped out of the window into the van and up to the Van. i jumped in and became a passenger. This means i feel as if my life is being dirceted by somebody else....
Part 3
Then we end up at this mansion....i get the feeling its like a drug lords house. The king Pin of this whole "deteriorating essence". I step in
with mischeif and realise people are in the other rooms. The place is as i pictured the hosue i ant in my future. Dark wood floors, a winding staricase, large rooms. Huge house. Gorgeous. I walk up the stairs which means im making progress in my life....I hide in the bathroom and this cuts to a scene with terry, Danny and sean...we're on the bed watching something on the laptop, and i feel Sean lay beside me with his arm over my waist and his cheek against mine. I can literally feel the warmth coming off of him which apparently is a fortellling of good things to come in a relationship....and the cheek signifies affection and intimacy, obviously...it goes back to me in the bathroom and i go back down the stairs. I hide in a bathroom and have the suden urge to wash and shave my legs. The bathroom and the air itself in the bathroom is blue. Im hurrying as if im hiding...before this iw as in a room and it was if one of the males was hunting me. Anywyas, become another woman, as if my mind is possessing hers. I walk, wrapped ina towel into a rom looking fo the male that is this woman's sig. other. The two maes are asleep on the bed and the woman jumpes from me onto the bed. she is tanned, as are both the males. They laugh and suddenly i become a part of the room. the guys laugh knowing i want ot know where the other guy is. They start tickling me and then i start fighting them off with my feet. Im laughing hysterically bc i am very ticklish and that is what they want from me. ( Seeing your feet means you're understanding your ability to stand on your own feet or something)....the dreams ends with me and the guy looking at eachother smiling and laughing bc hes tickling my feet. I see the laughing on a sheet of paper as if its a script, and then i hear a woman half laughng half screaming in the other room down the hall.
its as iff the laughter was an avoidance of my respinsibilities, and the woman Screaming is a call back down to earth.....anyways...that was last night.
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08:20:02 - Jan 15 2008
Times Read: 543
Even when there are no more options for the body, the heart's wishes find a way out, and as with all armth, love arises. Besides, the will to fly was in the nature of the soul, so it's home had to be up above.
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05:03:26 - Jan 08 2008
Times Read: 572
Love all, trust few. Do wrong to no one.
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