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May 2011
30 entries this month
2168 total entries
Honor: 2,536 [ Give / Take ]
23:11:43 - May 31 2011
Times Read: 219
Today was super productive. I managed to finish my section for our family therapy class this Friday morning. Ugh. Glad thats almost over.
And Alexis, the most volatile youth in our program right now, asked for me to talk to her tomorrow!!!! As in counsel her!!!! Im so happy :)
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23:14:21 - May 30 2011
Times Read: 234
No matter how old I get it's always hard to see my father go. I never really notice how it effects me until I have some time alone, maybe the day he leaves, or a week after.
He does all the little things that I struggle to get to on my own. Like fixing my garbage bin, where the clicking mechanism hasn't worked for a year. Or putting a new lock on the door. Or showing me how to maintain the refridgerator unit so that it will use less energy and last longer.
Makes me tea in the morning,
Or show me how to Iron with less fuss. (I suck at ironing)
Or helping Janet with her math. A thing I struggle at.
I know those things might not sound like a big deal, but they really are. They are more than just small gestures. The little things really mean so much when it comes to my father.
He fills in all the gaps. Gaps that I don't notice are there until he is gone.
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:(
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21:51:34 - May 28 2011
Times Read: 266
Moving to Dubai in Sept, and then China for a vacation next Summer. Europe may have to wait.
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22:48:46 - May 27 2011
Times Read: 278
"Ring around the Rosie"--refers to a red mark, supposedly the first sign of the plague
---"A pocket full of posies"-- refers to sachets of herbs carried to ward off infection
---"Ashes, ashes" --either a reference to the cremation of plague victims or to the words said in the funeral Mass..."Ashes to ashes, dust to dust." Sometimes line three is rendered as "Atischoo, atischoo"--sneezing, another sign of infection.
---"We all fall down." -- The Plague was not selective in its victims; both rich and poor, young and old, succumbed
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15:44:56 - May 26 2011
Times Read: 290
I think the only time Abortion is 'immoral' is when it is forced upon a woman. A man in a committed relationship has just as much say as the woman does. I believe that as soon as a baby is conceived it has a soul. Just because biologically, they are not 'human' does not mean that their soul does not exist. However, I know that if I were to become pregnant at this moment in time, I would probbaly convince myself to have an abortion.
'Is abortion right?' is too broad of a question. It is a personal experience and choice for everyone. Everyone has totally different circumstances.
Just because your God, religion, culture, family, friends or you says that is not right... doesn't mean that, that goes for everyone else on the planet as well.
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15:40:40 - May 22 2011
Times Read: 308
Oh. My. God. Torture Garden Last night was amazing!!!!!!!! The shows they had on, the triage center, the girls with gas masks in the tank of fog... the hook suspension!!!!!!!! (I want ot try that)
It was a fun, hot, totally bomb night! Cannot wait to do it again!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I got spanked, with an audience >:)
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01:24:53 - May 22 2011
Times Read: 315
White wine, thigh highs, bondage rope, and a night out with girls and guys that I love.
Great weekend so far!!
And the Aren't We Naught girls gave each other massages today.
I love my job.
>;)
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17:18:19 - May 20 2011
Times Read: 332
I really dislike when I can't get my thoughts in order... I feel blurgh today. Didn't go to school yesterday and missed this mornings class as well...
I'm hoping it's just PMS. This semester cannot end fast enough.
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18:46:37 - May 19 2011
Times Read: 337
My life is too complicated sometimes.
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03:35:38 - May 17 2011
Times Read: 367
I have been doing some fetish modelling and I kind of want to post some pics here, however... maybe not.
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11:23:33 - May 16 2011
Times Read: 381
One more thing to cross off my To-Do list.
Get spanked and tied up while other people watch.
Check :)
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02:31:27 - May 15 2011
Times Read: 394
Subspace tonight!!
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17:22:39 - May 13 2011
Times Read: 407
My favorite Love song??? Gah.
And here's a question. If you believe in the supernatural beings (that many of you on this site) yet some of you claim to be atheist...
How can you believe in these beings, ghosts, vampires, creatures of the 'underworld' so often related to hell itself... and still not believe in a 'God". Abeing who may help guide us through life, or watch over us???
You make no sense to me what so ever.
I can feel my soul, I know I have one.. I know that when I die, it will move on somewhere else because I just.. know it will. I never go to church and i don't actually have a relgision. I think religion is more so, something we created because it made sense. But worshipping/fearing a being doesn't make sense.
I don't think a being(s) would want to be worshipped but are there to guide us, and create 'miracles".
I don't know.. I just got to thinking.
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15:17:32 - May 12 2011
Times Read: 413
Philosophy of love and sex: Best class I have had so far!! Very excited about the future assignments!!! Raised some pretty good questions i want to post in the forum!
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01:17:51 - May 12 2011
Times Read: 418
Last night some strange things were going on in my apartment...
First mischeif refused to come out of the bathroom, when she slept, she yelped once or twice. I kept falling asleep but as I did, I was woken up 3 or 4 times by a noise that came from different places in the apartment. And when I would open my eyes, my eyes went to the mirror above the head of my bed, and saw things move in it....
Maybe I just need more sleep.... because despite all these weird disruptions, when I finally fell asleep, I was so very relaxed.
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11:21:51 - May 11 2011
Times Read: 429
12 hour day at placement today, don't make me gooo!!! School then work tomorrow, and spending the weekend at Sir's house.
>;)
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00:02:44 - May 11 2011
Times Read: 432
Feeling at odds with myself today, not sure why. One of the youth at placement had a tantrum for about 3 hours, that was draining.
Something's up with Mischeif as well, she's been sitting in the bathroom, tail between her legs, yelping randomly... She isn't shaking like she does when she is sick. She was fine when I got hom and was happy to go for a walk but my sister said before that she was acting strange.
Vet time.
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I know, that's what this entry is doing. Ironic.
04:04:38 - May 09 2011
Times Read: 454
A few of the journals I used to enjoy reading, I don't anymore. Mostly because now all they are filled with is garbage about other members, complaints that I have read a thousand times over in regards to common themed complaints (rating, protections stamps etc) or entries filled with negative, superiority complex diatribe.
Really??? Get over yourselves.
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03:31:56 - May 08 2011
Times Read: 466
We almost ran over a new born baby.... fox!
Lmao, Gina (L)
Frost/Nixon and then bed. Grandma's tomorrow.
Happy Mother's Day.
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03:05:27 - May 07 2011
Times Read: 480
Completing college in 4 months. Got my G1. Skydiving in 4 months. 5 months until I move to Dubai for 4-6 months. Dating someone interesting.
I feel on track, these moments are few and far between. I have everything I ever wanted and have more that I want to accomplish but right now, Im sitting around and smelling the roses :)
I'll have to start paying back my school loan in a year, which is why I am going to Dubai, more money, less time.
I have a part time job that will allow me to leave for 4-6 months and come back to work for them when I come back. And will be able to stay there while I am in Uni for Psychology.
Janet will be done school in a month or so. And onto work or College. Gina is moving to the Dominican with her Asshat BF.
And Yea :)
So far everything I good =D
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20:54:15 - May 06 2011
Times Read: 484
WOO finally got my G1!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAY!!!!!!! Totally thought I was going to fail!
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05:23:01 - May 06 2011
Times Read: 488
Gina is finally coming to visit this week, and then Dad, after the 24th.
:)
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05:06:25 - May 06 2011
Times Read: 491
Going for my G1 tomorrow morning. Im nervous, I dont want to waste $125 on a test I might fail. But fingers crossed!
Tonight was great, we went to a quiet dark spot by Lake Ontario, beautiful!! Saw Toronto from across the lake.
And the stars :)
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04:57:16 - May 05 2011
Times Read: 507
I have not been sleeping well. Probably because of the alcohol, weed or both. I had TEAM today, it was long and a lot to hear in four hours, but I feel revamped to go back to my placement after my break.
When I left a week-ish ago, I felt drained, exhausted, and did not want to go back. Now I feel like I know exactly what I want to do with my time at Moberly. :)
I went to my sister's school afterwards for a meeting with parents/ guardians. They had a school board psychiatrist come in to discuss behaviour, CPI assessment and such. It was interesting but dry conversation. As my little sister's guardian I find it hard to relate to the parents and I think it is because my age gap is not as large as theirs.
*sigh*
:) Sleep tight tonight I think.
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21:04:17 - May 03 2011
Times Read: 511
... it feels much more enjoyable when I feel powerless.
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06:40:38 - May 03 2011
Times Read: 516
A woman's hesitance is not always proof of her virtue, more often, proof of her experience.
I dont understand much, or enough, about this part of life. I always seem to muddle things up, I confuse people. I dont make sense to them and they dont make sense to me. Mostly because I don't communicate my thoughts to them properly.
Other times, they don't ask me. They just assume... come to their own conclusions which are almost always wrong.
He hasn't asked me much about my life, and from this I have drawn two things. One, he doesnt care much to ask, and two, I am ok with not having to tell him. I don't expect this to go anywhere, anyway.
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06:26:30 - May 03 2011
Times Read: 517
4 more years of Harper... *sigh* Oh, Canada.
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06:20:54 - May 03 2011
Times Read: 518
The Adjustment Bureau, Great movie, thought provoking concept.
Does free will really exist? Or do we all live by a plan, which our decisions mark out for us?
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00:23:33 - May 03 2011
Times Read: 523
There is something to be said for modesty and reserve; However, there is also a place for pride and exuberance.
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19:17:12 - May 02 2011
Times Read: 527
Voted NDP. They will only be a minority Government and Harper may still be PM. We'll have to wait and see.
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Oceanne
22:17:40
May 28 2011
Bejing..the yellow River and all are pretty polluted,but the cultural history is incredible.
Have a great trip!
ThothLestat
00:00:27
May 29 2011
Angelus
15:39:00
May 29 2011