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November 2009
15 entries this month
2176 total entries
Honor: 2,536 [ Give / Take ]
20:22:20 - Nov 15 2009
Times Read: 419
No Sir. You listen to me. Assuming you can read, as you can CLEARLY speak english, Our return policy on the BOTTOM of your receipt HIGHLIGHTED in BOLD letters!!!! States, that if the product is USED and OPEN that it CANNOT be RETURNED! You Sir don't even have the PACKAGING with you!
Case. Closed.
Now go bugger off somewhere!
*fumes*
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Leashed Dog
02:33:54 - Nov 15 2009
Times Read: 427
I don't really know how I feel right now. Trapped would be one word, confused another. Seriously... Should I hold off on telling him about how I feel and wait it out. I know things like this pass, especially with me. However, they also stick pretty strongly to me too. What is stopping me from breaking it off with him??? I could even have a sure thing after wards, but it isn't really. it never is when it comes to Him.
Mind you, I don't know if I have the energy for another 'seeing each other'...' dating each other' ...'relationship' deal. I can hardly keep my own head up right and facing the right way.
*sigh* i fail sometimes... more often than that maybe.
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03:48:12 - Nov 14 2009
Times Read: 431
'The Fourth Kind'.....
FUCKED UP!
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22:46:32 - Nov 13 2009
Times Read: 433
Goooooooooooooooood what am I going to dooooo??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!
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00:17:51 - Nov 13 2009
Times Read: 440
We are back in business baby!!! New HP laptop for only $700!!! BOOYA!
It looks sooo gooood!!!! YEA YEA YEA YEA!!!!
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14:37:27 - Nov 11 2009
Times Read: 449
I had a weird dream this morning. I got into a fight with this younger girl and bashed her head in except, she didn't have a concussion or anything. No bleeding. She just lay down after wards.
I was so upset with myself and distraught thinking I could have killed her, but my friends just told me to leave her, that she was fine and I didn't do anything wrong.
Gina leaves tonight. I am relieved but still a little blah about it.
Last night was fun. Aaron, Sean, Janet and I went to Chelsea's house now that she is back from B.C. I had a good time, Janet doesn't like the fact that Sean is too scared of me to make a move on Janet. As well he should be. You should have seen my "interrogation" of Josh on Friday. I am such an asshole. LoL
*sigh* To work
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Oh well...
18:26:57 - Nov 09 2009
Times Read: 455
So, I may or may not have spilt an entire glass of wine on my laptop, causing it to fry itself. I have limited time on my work computer also so not much internet time for me :( Now i just have to wait and see when I can get a new laptop. Ah well.
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19:31:01 - Nov 06 2009
Times Read: 466
Last night was so perfect. I think being away from each other for a bit totally brought out the best in our relationship. Granted, there was a bottle of wine involved...
I made dinner, we watched some TV, talked.
A little bit more wine...
Such a good night... and morning too ;)
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Twilight
00:53:04 - Nov 06 2009
Times Read: 474
OK. So like everyone else I have an opinion about Twilight and I may as well just toss it in with the rest of the bunch.
I love and hate it all. When Grant suggested we watch it one night, because he knew I had a hang up about Vampires, I both detested the idea and was totally up for it. I knew that if i watched this movie and liked it, I would be stuck in limbo between realism and obsession territory. When I like something, I really like it. But I didn't want to really like this, or even like it a little bit.
It was alright. I didn't read the books mostly because my older sister read them and liked them. I don't like the same things my older sister does. Well, I don't want to. (Foolish I know). Anyways.... I also didn't want to watch the movies or read the books because I didn't want to get obsessed, just to be disappointed again with the fact that these creatures weren't real.
Edward is just another character from an author's mind who appeals to us because A. He saves her from a car crash and an attack. (Damsel in destress syndrome) B. He isn't just a normal guy that we could find within our community. He is different and he appeals to our 'abnormal' sensibilities. C. He's...almost perfect.
The fact that they are seventeen??? A whole three years younger than I am... does not appeal to me at all. Hello.... a 300 year old vampire does NOT want to go out with a seventeen year old. I am twenty and don't even want to date a twenty year old. Of course, everything about their relationship was so typical. She was delicate and fragile, he was mysterious and different. She stood out to him and caught his attention, she had something no one else did. He's sensitive, he isn't a monster.
I like the way original mainstream vampires were portrayed. With a dangerous personality; They are first and foremost a predator. What more could a girl want then to be chased by a male who is only after one thing??? I'll give you a hint, it isn't sex....well... it isn't JUST sex. But Edward???
OMGGGGGGGGGG COME ON!!!!!!!!!!
Wtf?! He is a disgrace to the idea (ok my idea) of what I want from a vampire. Danger. To be hunted and chased. To be completely thrown into another world of blood, murder, chaos and monsters. I want to feel threatened by him. I see they TRIED to give him that look when he took her to the forest but reeeeaaaaaaaalllllllyyyyyyyyyyy?!?!?!?
I don't want a friggin Vampire that sparkles and is emo enough to think he sucks because of that fact.
Sadly, I can relate to these little girls who think Edward is a real person. You just wish he was. Your imagination really doesn't have any boundaries. Either way, Edward Cullen is a character that... Pattison?? (i've seen his name on like a million diff magazine covers and i can't remember what it is) Plays...
Anyways... I think that's all I have to say. It's a book. I've read tons of Vampire novels and stories. That's just what they are, stories. They draw you in, appeal to each desire and fault you have and take you for a ride down to Obsessionville. Or is that just me???
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At Work, thinking.
17:09:55 - Nov 05 2009
Times Read: 479
Have you ever connected with someone? Maybe you knew them, perhaps not. You connected through a look, maybe accompanied by a smile. You haven't said hi yet, you knew they would be there though. During that tiny moment you conscious thoughts are at exactly the same level running along the same line. Your minds are just one collective of the two.
Maybe 'God' is just a collective of every bodies minds?
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04:44:30 - Nov 04 2009
Times Read: 484
I feel so torn between everything and everyone...
Grant says to do what I want. If I do no matter what someone ends up angry at me or hurt or upset.
I told my sister how I feel and intend to write to my father. I don't know if what I feel is right, or if I am wrong for telling my sister what I did. I don't want to lose something so important. God I don't know what to do. :S
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18:24:31 - Nov 03 2009
Times Read: 499
I love getting comments on my journal, good and bad, but I hadn't gotten any in a while.
Then I log on today and Holy cheese cake! Four comments!
:D
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17:31:03 - Nov 03 2009
Times Read: 502
I can't go on VR or any other sites while I am at work anymore :(
Head office is apprently watching all the stores' computers. I didn't even think that they were a network. AH well.
Spent the night at Grant's. Learning curve, that is all I have to say. My older sister is trying to act as if she doesn't care, because she thinks I don't. Or maybe, she finally just gave up on trying to tell me what to do with my life. I hope it is the latter.
Work today, Grabbing as many hours as I can.
*sigh*
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20:54:26 - Nov 02 2009
Times Read: 507
I love working alone at work. I get to sing to myself, and take my time cleaning my stations and doing whatever needs doing. Sure I don't mind working with the other guys, they're awesome. However, having the place to myself is nice :)
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19:50:50 - Nov 02 2009
Times Read: 510
I love wearing Poppies at this time of year, but mine always fall off :(
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11:42:46
Nov 16 2009