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July 2008 3 entries this month 1071 total entries
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04:48:13 - Jul 30 2008 Times Read: 348
Don't you hate how Triscuts can become a paste in your mouth if you chew them long enough and don't drink anything?
Yeah.. me too....
...I need more rum...
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18:12:30 - Jul 06 2008 Times Read: 388
Yep... lots of lawn mowing to do today.
Started my day on a shopping spree for the office... papertowels, TP, a high-reach window cleaner so I can get the outside of the windows... a de-humidifier with air-filter to help keep the office less than muggy.
Considering an A/C unit as well, but it's still rather cool down there naturally.
I'll wait for the complaints.
Exciting f'in Sunday, eh?
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16:12:10 - Jul 03 2008 Times Read: 430
Just caught up reading journals...
...I was in a funk for the last week or so. I'm not sure why. The thought of coming here recently has repulsed me.
I just didn't want to see what anyone had to say. Maybe I needed a break. Maybe the day-to-day has finally burned me out.
I realized I worry too much about what other people think. Especially when it comes to things more artistic. What I put out here for all to see; my crappy poetry and mediocre photography specifically...
I look at the things I post and think, this is crap. Then I fret over what other people think... how assinine. Why should I care? Why do I even make it public? If I'm truly doing it for myself, for my own expression, why not just keep it to myself?
I'm starting to think, that is what real journaling is. And this... this is just an extension of communication. Like this very entry... basically a way of sending a message to a bunch of people, and nothing else...
So, I'm done with it.
I realized a lot of other things too... over the past week. A lot of self-reflecting. I let go of a lot of anger.
Now there are other things I need to say good-bye to as well...
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faeriemoon
22:52:55
Jul 06 2008